Blog # 35

March 5, 2009

Free Write

There is alot of things going on in my life write now. I am stressed out really bad. My bother started dating my friend Kayla and me and here got to be really close friends. I have been staying at her house and she has come and stayed at mine and everything. Well her brother started liking me and we started talking. Monday night I came home from work and my mama told me that i didn't need to be talking to him or dating him that i could find someone better than him. My question was so my brother can date his sister but I can talk to him and be friends with him. What that's crazy it doesn't make sense. Why can't we be friends everyone can be friends so my mama told me that we could still be friends. Well I had been talking to him and Kayla and I had been being friends with them. So yesterday I got home and called my mama, I asked him if i could go to town and get my nails done and deposit my checks in the bank. She said OK and told me to make sure it was OK with my step dad and then i could go. So I asked him and he said OK. So i went inside to change shirts and put on my shoes and get my keys. I went back outside and i was fixing to get in my car. I heard my step dad talking to my mama telling her he was going to take my car and alot of stuff. I was like why is he doing that, what. So I stepped around where he could he could see me and asked him why he couldn't tell me to my face instead of having my mama tell me. Then he just told me to go to town and get my nails done. I left the house and I was crying and I was upset. I call Kayla and was telling Kayla everything that was going on and all. I made it to the bank and then he called me. He asked where he was at and i told him the bank and he told me to come home. So i went home and then my mama told me to put my keys and my phone on the counter. Everyone should be friends and my step dad ws choosing my friends for me and thats not right. I am fixing to be 18 and he can't choose who i talk to and be freinds with.